A few days ago I got an email from friends at church, and they are interested in fostering Sugar with potential to adopt! They are meeting her Thursday, so I will be able to introduce them and explain what I've been working on and since they are friends I will be able follow them home to help Sug settle in. Woohoo!! They think they will know in about a week after having her if they want to adopt or not. If they don't want to adopt, they will foster as long as they are willing and able.
I started today with Sugar. We played a bit and took a walk. She was REALLY wound up today but after some frantic running and fetch she settled down pretty well and got lots of petting. She was also moved into a regular kennel today and out of her double-wide as two dogs came in together and the double was needed. It's ok, just a couple more days Sug, hang in there!
Sugar's new photo from SSDAC |
Photo from SDDAC |
Photo from SDDAC |
He may look "happy" and like he's smiling, but this is a very stressed face. Furrowed brow, panting hard, ears not relaxed. |
Spot on his rump! |
Photo from SDDAC |
Gorgeous markings! Really faint brindle. |
Photo from SDDAC |
Photo from SDDAC |
Dry skin, patchy fur. |
As I turned in my keys I asked what had happened with Davy. Other than Sugar, he was my favorite. Last time I noticed he wasn't on the dog list, and he wasn't the time before that either but I had forgotten to ask. I was told he was euthanized, due to kennel stress. He had been at the shelter a long time and that takes a toll on a dog's mental and emotional state. She said sorry. I held it together. In the car I started crying quietly. Once home I started sobbing. I completely broke when I went upstairs to let Denali and Kaytu out. I was on my hands and knees in front of Denali's crate. When I was able to open her crate door, still crying, she tucked right under me. I held her and continued crying. Many of the dogs I've posted about have been euthanized due to kennel stress or aggressive/unsafe behaviors. I don't mention it. It's a hard fact that not all dogs have a happily ever after. I do what I can, but I alone cannot save a dog and even with the help and attention of many volunteers and staff members not every dog leaves the shelter alive. I want to help as much as I can, and I try to avoid making emotional attachments. Even dogs that are adopted I will likely never see again. But I was attached to Davy. He is the first I've cried about. He had such a loveable personality, was always so happy and playful, and was a joy to play with. I don't think "I wish.." or "Maybe I could have.." because it's not my fault and there is only so much that can be done. Instead I'd much rather remember how much fun I had with him and know that I helped make his shelter days enjoyable. Love you, Davy Jones!
He *loved* the squeaky pumpkin toys as much as I loved the two spots on his neck. |
Last photo I took of him. |
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